tomorrow

11:00 blood draw. i don't think they're going to do anything else.
i'll probably get my results somewhere between 4 and 6.

we started packing this weekend. the movers were estimating 20-30 boxes. we have about 30 boxes of just books. we're going to call back tomorrow to update them. we got all the CDs, and about 2/3 of the books, packed up. i have all my music books packed but accessible.

felix seems a little freaked out--he's giving me a little more trouble putting in his ear drops (he has that gross dark brown stuff in his ears, and the vet was kind enough to give that to me from a sample rather than making me put him in his kennel). lucy doesn't seem to mind. as long as her kitty condo is around, all is well in her little world. now i'm starting to think he's going to be the one more upset by the move. i don't want either one to be upset. i don't ever want any stress or harm to come to either of them. they are such wonderful pets, and their snuggles make this pain a little more bearable.

my mom is coming into town tomorrow night through friday to help us pack up (i'm not kidding--she bought a plane ticket to come help pack). i'm glad she's coming out, but i have this thing about crying in front of her, so i'm worried i won't be able to contain it so i just vent at bedtime with sean. i'm planning on going to group tomorrow night if i'm not a completely useless blubbering mess, so that'll give me a place to cry.

i really want to be pregnant. i wish i was still pregnant.