crazy.

okay, my hcg went down (16,000 on thursday to 15,000 today). very bad.

but.

we got a heartbeat!!!!!!!!!

so....we're doing another ultrasound in a week. i don't know if i can go that long. i'm probably going to call wednesday or thursday and beg for a blood draw so i can check my hcg.

i will gladly take this rollercoaster ride. it buys me another week of hope. and knowing that i have a beating heart inside of me.

i love you, little embryo.